About Me
Storm-lord, the Dreaded One
Poison of our worlds
In times of darkness, of death and decay
he grasps dominion over all
His stench hovers as shame
in the house of fratricide
An impassive depravity of a cadaverous epiphany
A profane blasphemy of the darkest atrocity
Welcome me, mortal beings
to a world a cry of fear
Incursions to evil
shattered are your dereams
My breath, a torrid wind
of immortal pestillence
heaves torment, pain and anguish
suffer in your silence
Chaos, no salvation
misery, no redemption
Twisted minds hold the key
Benevolence, I pray for thee
Drowned in fear, shrouded in black
Mourning eternally in a spiritual lethargy
Every beat of his heart
is a death-toll chiming in a mind
As chimes grow stronger
the earth shudders in his wake
His final lament is a
blasphemous sacrilege to his name
My life`s minds plagued by lyssophobia
In a cage solitude locks me in
As the dark blackened walls close in on me
Dementia strikes, there`s no turning back
Drowning in the stygian sea
as those voices repeat to me my malediction
Memento Mori
Remember you must die
A gratuitous wraith of violence
blots out the light of my mind
For on this night someone must pay
for the cost of my life
For me to escape the curse of predition
this poor, weaker being must receive pain
As you wince at the actions of my sadist ways
and cry at the throes of your moribund state
A Demon issues your last rites
Pater Noster Upto In Terra
I break, I twist, I burn, I destroy
Memento Mori
As the candle of life, that burned in your heart
is doused by the grip of death`s hand
Asmodeus, the spirit of lust
bears his necrophile ways
for the wishes of the demon in black
My largesse in life should be immortality
dislike the weak, mortal humans
but in life theres always death
a multitude are born to be damned
His perdisized body will burn forever
In the scorching flames of Gehenna.
Dream: In the world of my subconcious, a realm of the unknown
a vision is carved by the almighty hand.
The agony of a thousand souls suppressed by life itself
released unto the lord by his command.
My hands are covered with the blood, the blood of hiS salvation.
His spirit will live etarnally.
Take his life, by your command.
A sacrifice, by your command.
As I rise from my troubled sleep, I pray the lord, my soul to keep
wondering if he has chosen me to do this work, I speak no blasphemy
Do I confess? I am terrified I cannot run, there is no place to hide
I search for help, but there`s nobody there for my dream is now a recurring
... Nightmare
Brother of the holy order, I seek your help
Understand my plight. help me fight this curse that bestows me
My son you must not fight, for this is no curse
but a mission you shall undertake
to free a soul from the grasp of
... Satan
So that night I did dream of mysteries untold
In the presence of the heavens was I
I could see for myself all the evils of the world
in all their morbid glory
Men took part in rites to praise the black messiah
the beast they call "The Evil One"
As voices in my head did tell me of my task
to release the soul of my only son.
Spirit voices: Take this life, by your command
A sacrifice, by your command
Fill the chalice, cleanse the soul
Save him now, in the chapel of salvation
Possession: Insanity dwells in the mind of a man who will
take the life of his only son
Screaming and pounding inside his head as voices
whisper... It must be done
Echoes of Terror
Existence, through a spirit`s will
A force, use the power of evil
Darkness, visualize
As light pierces through your yearning eyes
Rebirth, of a lost soul
Your body, a channel with which to grow old
Mephitic, smell of death
Rancid flesh, of the undead
Inner screams, useless tears
Shattered bones.
My prayer...
Oh Lord...
...Help me die.
Please, help me die
This inner gloom,
a subterrainean hell.
A morbid sleep,
in my stygian world.
My mind is locked,
at chains my thoughts.
I pray for death.
Euthanasize my soul.
Sanctify me!
Epitaph, to mankind
Engraved, on your mind
Stigmata, on the flesh.
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Interests
Favorite Music
Evanescence,Red Hot Chilly Peppers,Porcupine,Rammstein,Schiller,Seether,The Horrorist,Anathema,Theatre of tragedy,Green Day,Fuel, Papa Roach, Dope, Staind, Silverchair, Godsmack, The Offspring, Unwritten Law, Creed,Sistem of a down..    
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Favorite Movies
Alexandru, Final Destination2,Planet of Apes,Reply-Kate,Sahara,Six days & seven nights,The 51st state,The Ninth Gate,Yamakasi,Dirty Deeds 
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Favorite Books
"Razboinicul luminii" , "Razbunarea unui inger", "Veronica se hotaraste sa moara" ...
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Journal
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As the pressure grows and these feelings flow
trample on bodies, bodies in holes of faith
times I've asked the Lord for forgiveness
while kept under a spell of a sweating locust's breath
no need to tell me 'cos it's written on your face
sliding down now with the black lights shining
I don't care where you go - you won't get away from me
black as the night is day filled with no sympathy
marching down the hall for a misery
I don't care where you go - you won't get away from me
Mouth tastes of sick
my stomach twisting inside
everything's wrong
and I can't get away
the gravity of fear
you can feel it coming near
it's coming straight for you
it will twist and drag you down
I don't care where you go - you won't get away from me
black as the night is day filled with no sympathy
marching down the hall for a misery
I don't care where you go - you won't get away from me
Release
Seeing is believing but I don't want to know
walk on through the wasteland - I just can't let go
face down I just break down when I see you cry all the time
Hold on please - behind those grey and lonely eyes
hold on to me - unforgotten by time
tempt fate release - reality is dawning
escape
Some one now is screaming as the flames fly high
think now that we're lost here but we don't know why
face down I just break down when I see you cry all the time
Hold on please - behind those grey and lonely eyes
hold on to me - unforgotten by time
tempt fate release - reality is dawning
escape - spirit is awakening
hold on please - somewhere in the hurricane
hold on to me - hope is waiting
tempt fate release - crying in the distance
escape - calling out your name
Looking Outside Inside
Is this the one thought it was insane?
coming down against it all
didn't want it - didn't need it - didn't want it
Twisted face of fading beauty
count the cost of suffering
cannot see the day before you
only feel what's deep inside
trying to change it makes no difference
didn't want it - didn't need it - didn't want it
didn't want it - didn't need it - didn't want it
Let me go
Looking outside inside craving for something
hoping for anything - I'll believe in anything
who has eyes that see - who wants to believe?
in something, in anything? - in one thing, in a freedom
looking outside inside...
self assist pandemonium - broken promises
died alive flying high - you caught me in your eye
disintegrated insinerated - this is not how i want to be
too much is coming through
some one please tell me what to do
looking outside inside...
Leave No Trace
Born to the glare of senses
spoofed reality infused a new inherent
passive contentment
you are so easily amused
Here and now we are gone in a happy
a dream in the passage your time
chances are fading
world isn't waiting
the moment is passing you by
Questions lie beneath the surface
the fools are fooled once again
a benign concience
we stole our existence
and gladly cast it to the wind
Here and now we are gone in a happy
a dream in the passage your time
chances are fading
this world isn't waiting
the moment is passing you by
Underworld
There's always something you would dare to say
your good intentions are boring - take me away
if it keeps you sane then it's ok
if I played it safe would it save me?
I'd like to get some rest now if I can just ignore the truth
scratching at my window - this time I got to make a move
ego obliteration - stand back and watch me melt away
dissolve all recognition
But I got to burn this weight out of my mind
running through my veins until I dissapear
This feeling is over - this feeling is over me
this feeling is over - this feeling is over me
Climbing up my wall
gonna creep between the cracks
get out of my skull
tighten the rope around my neck
destroy all emotion
wanna rip my face to shreds
cut my eyeballs open
But I got to burn this weight out of my mind
running through my veins until I dissapear
This feeling is over - this feeling is over me
this feeling is over - this feeling is over me
(Breaking Over the) Barriers
Floating with nowhere to hide
unspoken twist back inside
How did we get here?
life don't belong here
Feel like I just never tried
to find a way back to the outside
it stops me from breathing
kills all the dreaming
Talking to you from the other side of a wall in my mind
and it's clear that you're near to me
think I found a way to understand
why I couldn't see what was happening
the fear overcame me
I took a trip on the inside, I took a trip on the inside
I try to hold on 'til this feeling is gone
break through to the other side,
need to break through to the other side of everything
that is hurting you
As you know I just can't lay down and die
it takes a lifetime to understand why
it seems that you need me
but you don't seem to hear me
Talking to you from the other side of a wall in my mind
and it's clear that you're near to me
think I found a way to understand
why I couldn't see what was happening
the fear overcame me
I took a trip on the inside, I took a trip on the inside
I try to hold on 'til this feeling is gone
break through to the other side,
need to break through to the other side of everything
'cause this feeling is gone
Did you hear me?
Panic
You know you ain't going nowhere
you're stuck inside while the mind is flying
you said you'd help me in the morning
twisting on pins into my eyes
and we driving on the ceiling below you
facin' up the walls with your crocked hands
while you're miles away...
I don't think at all end up like this
there's spiders on the wall and they stink of piss
dead heads lying in the corner
staring at me making me feel bad
I put my hands up to my eyes
but the holes in my palms let me find a way
to corner you...
I can't feel my chest because it ain't much
sucking through my skin into my brain
oxygen pushing on the window
cracks in the glass let it slip away
I start to cry and I keep on laughing
I close my eyes at what's left inside
and then I'll ran away...
For all the time this land
for all the time in my hand
circle around in depth
found calmness fall once again...
Razor blades floating in the warm bath
air bubbles in your veins turning my hands black
whispers coming from the next room
window cleaner keep on spying
I put my hands up to my eyes
but the holes in my palms let me find a way
to corner me...
Twelve ton hammer for my breakfast
slipping of the edge in catatonic blood
multiple decibel inions
trying all they can in miles an hour
all face grey and looming downwards
sniffing all the time for a ounce of silence
screaming all the way...
Numbers counting down inside me
solar system thoughts circle round my head
false teeth hanging from the ceiling
feet looking of the goms of the 2nd son
I eat my hands 'cos my legs are crying
you broke my neck 'cause I snapped my spine
I wish you would die away...
For all the time this land
for all the time in my hand
circle around in depth
found calmness fall once again...
A Fine Day to Exit
Long way from home
nowhere to go
what made the river so cold?
sweat of thoughts
trickle down my brow
soaking and stinging my eyes
You gotta face it head on
so you can't turn this thing around
'cos this ain't right
Tell tale sighs and cries
dreams unfulfilled
and time is running, running dry
panic stricken bloodshot hearts
try to restart
but no longer build the well to survive sweet oblivion
You gotta face it head on
so you can't turn this thing around
'cos this ain't right
I got these feelings and I don't know why
I see all my fears in the darkness of light
what made the river so cold?
never anyone to rearrange and fall to
time inside the empty
call to the blameless
I am faithless
placid dying eyes
You gotta face it head on
so you can't turn this thing around
'cos this ain't right
you have to go eye to eye
raise your face to the sky
'cos this ain't right
I got to believe when I say
only this is the way
Temporary Peace
Deep inside the silence
staring out upon the sea
the waves are washing over
half forgotten memory
deep within the moment
laughter floats upon the breeze
rising and falling dying down within me
And I swear I never knew,I never knew
how it could be
and all this time all I had inside
was what I couldn't see
I swear I never knew, I never knew
how it couldn't be
all the waves are washing over
all that hurts inside of me
Beyond this beautiful horizon
lies a dream for you and I
this tranquil scene is still unbroken
by the rumours in the sky
but there's a storm closing in
voices crying on the wind
the serenade is growing
colder breaks my soul
that tries to sing
and there's so many, many thoughts
when I try to go to sleep
but with you I start to feel
a sort of temporary peace
there's a drift in and out...
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