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16

Birthday

December 18

Location

iashi, Romania

Languages

English, French, German, Russian, Other

About Me

Storm-lord, the Dreaded One Poison of our worlds In times of darkness, of death and decay he grasps dominion over all His stench hovers as shame in the house of fratricide An impassive depravity of a cadaverous epiphany A profane blasphemy of the darkest atrocity Welcome me, mortal beings to a world a cry of fear Incursions to evil shattered are your dereams My breath, a torrid wind of immortal pestillence heaves torment, pain and anguish suffer in your silence Chaos, no salvation misery, no redemption Twisted minds hold the key Benevolence, I pray for thee Drowned in fear, shrouded in black Mourning eternally in a spiritual lethargy Every beat of his heart is a death-toll chiming in a mind As chimes grow stronger the earth shudders in his wake His final lament is a blasphemous sacrilege to his name My life`s minds plagued by lyssophobia In a cage solitude locks me in As the dark blackened walls close in on me Dementia strikes, there`s no turning back Drowning in the stygian sea as those voices repeat to me my malediction Memento Mori Remember you must die A gratuitous wraith of violence blots out the light of my mind For on this night someone must pay for the cost of my life For me to escape the curse of predition this poor, weaker being must receive pain As you wince at the actions of my sadist ways and cry at the throes of your moribund state A Demon issues your last rites Pater Noster Upto In Terra I break, I twist, I burn, I destroy Memento Mori As the candle of life, that burned in your heart is doused by the grip of death`s hand Asmodeus, the spirit of lust bears his necrophile ways for the wishes of the demon in black My largesse in life should be immortality dislike the weak, mortal humans but in life theres always death a multitude are born to be damned His perdisized body will burn forever In the scorching flames of Gehenna. Dream: In the world of my subconcious, a realm of the unknown a vision is carved by the almighty hand. The agony of a thousand souls suppressed by life itself released unto the lord by his command. My hands are covered with the blood, the blood of hiS salvation. His spirit will live etarnally. Take his life, by your command. A sacrifice, by your command. As I rise from my troubled sleep, I pray the lord, my soul to keep wondering if he has chosen me to do this work, I speak no blasphemy Do I confess? I am terrified I cannot run, there is no place to hide I search for help, but there`s nobody there for my dream is now a recurring ... Nightmare Brother of the holy order, I seek your help Understand my plight. help me fight this curse that bestows me My son you must not fight, for this is no curse but a mission you shall undertake to free a soul from the grasp of ... Satan So that night I did dream of mysteries untold In the presence of the heavens was I I could see for myself all the evils of the world in all their morbid glory Men took part in rites to praise the black messiah the beast they call "The Evil One" As voices in my head did tell me of my task to release the soul of my only son. Spirit voices: Take this life, by your command A sacrifice, by your command Fill the chalice, cleanse the soul Save him now, in the chapel of salvation Possession: Insanity dwells in the mind of a man who will take the life of his only son Screaming and pounding inside his head as voices whisper... It must be done Echoes of Terror Existence, through a spirit`s will A force, use the power of evil Darkness, visualize As light pierces through your yearning eyes Rebirth, of a lost soul Your body, a channel with which to grow old Mephitic, smell of death Rancid flesh, of the undead Inner screams, useless tears Shattered bones. My prayer... Oh Lord... ...Help me die. Please, help me die This inner gloom, a subterrainean hell. A morbid sleep, in my stygian world. My mind is locked, at chains my thoughts. I pray for death. Euthanasize my soul. Sanctify me! Epitaph, to mankind Engraved, on your mind Stigmata, on the flesh. Dead images, put to rest.
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Journal

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A fine day to exit : Jan 21, 2007
As the pressure grows and these feelings flow
trample on bodies, bodies in holes of faith
times I've asked the Lord for forgiveness
while kept under a spell of a sweating locust's breath
no need to tell me 'cos it's written on your face
sliding down now with the black lights shining

I don't care where you go - you won't get away from me
black as the night is day filled with no sympathy
marching down the hall for a misery
I don't care where you go - you won't get away from me

Mouth tastes of sick
my stomach twisting inside
everything's wrong
and I can't get away
the gravity of fear
you can feel it coming near
it's coming straight for you
it will twist and drag you down

I don't care where you go - you won't get away from me
black as the night is day filled with no sympathy
marching down the hall for a misery
I don't care where you go - you won't get away from me


Release

Seeing is believing but I don't want to know
walk on through the wasteland - I just can't let go
face down I just break down when I see you cry all the time

Hold on please - behind those grey and lonely eyes
hold on to me - unforgotten by time
tempt fate release - reality is dawning
escape

Some one now is screaming as the flames fly high
think now that we're lost here but we don't know why
face down I just break down when I see you cry all the time

Hold on please - behind those grey and lonely eyes
hold on to me - unforgotten by time
tempt fate release - reality is dawning
escape - spirit is awakening
hold on please - somewhere in the hurricane
hold on to me - hope is waiting
tempt fate release - crying in the distance
escape - calling out your name


Looking Outside Inside

Is this the one thought it was insane?
coming down against it all
didn't want it - didn't need it - didn't want it

Twisted face of fading beauty
count the cost of suffering
cannot see the day before you
only feel what's deep inside
trying to change it makes no difference
didn't want it - didn't need it - didn't want it
didn't want it - didn't need it - didn't want it

Let me go

Looking outside inside craving for something
hoping for anything - I'll believe in anything
who has eyes that see - who wants to believe?
in something, in anything? - in one thing, in a freedom
looking outside inside...
self assist pandemonium - broken promises
died alive flying high - you caught me in your eye
disintegrated insinerated - this is not how i want to be
too much is coming through
some one please tell me what to do
looking outside inside...


Leave No Trace

Born to the glare of senses
spoofed reality infused a new inherent
passive contentment
you are so easily amused

Here and now we are gone in a happy
a dream in the passage your time
chances are fading
world isn't waiting
the moment is passing you by

Questions lie beneath the surface
the fools are fooled once again
a benign concience
we stole our existence
and gladly cast it to the wind

Here and now we are gone in a happy
a dream in the passage your time
chances are fading
this world isn't waiting
the moment is passing you by


Underworld

There's always something you would dare to say
your good intentions are boring - take me away
if it keeps you sane then it's ok
if I played it safe would it save me?
I'd like to get some rest now if I can just ignore the truth
scratching at my window - this time I got to make a move
ego obliteration - stand back and watch me melt away
dissolve all recognition

But I got to burn this weight out of my mind
running through my veins until I dissapear

This feeling is over - this feeling is over me
this feeling is over - this feeling is over me

Climbing up my wall
gonna creep between the cracks
get out of my skull
tighten the rope around my neck
destroy all emotion
wanna rip my face to shreds
cut my eyeballs open

But I got to burn this weight out of my mind
running through my veins until I dissapear

This feeling is over - this feeling is over me
this feeling is over - this feeling is over me


(Breaking Over the) Barriers

Floating with nowhere to hide
unspoken twist back inside
How did we get here?
life don't belong here

Feel like I just never tried
to find a way back to the outside
it stops me from breathing
kills all the dreaming

Talking to you from the other side of a wall in my mind
and it's clear that you're near to me
think I found a way to understand
why I couldn't see what was happening
the fear overcame me
I took a trip on the inside, I took a trip on the inside
I try to hold on 'til this feeling is gone
break through to the other side,
need to break through to the other side of everything
that is hurting you

As you know I just can't lay down and die
it takes a lifetime to understand why
it seems that you need me
but you don't seem to hear me

Talking to you from the other side of a wall in my mind
and it's clear that you're near to me
think I found a way to understand
why I couldn't see what was happening
the fear overcame me
I took a trip on the inside, I took a trip on the inside
I try to hold on 'til this feeling is gone
break through to the other side,
need to break through to the other side of everything
'cause this feeling is gone

Did you hear me?


Panic

You know you ain't going nowhere
you're stuck inside while the mind is flying
you said you'd help me in the morning
twisting on pins into my eyes
and we driving on the ceiling below you
facin' up the walls with your crocked hands
while you're miles away...

I don't think at all end up like this
there's spiders on the wall and they stink of piss
dead heads lying in the corner
staring at me making me feel bad
I put my hands up to my eyes
but the holes in my palms let me find a way
to corner you...

I can't feel my chest because it ain't much
sucking through my skin into my brain
oxygen pushing on the window
cracks in the glass let it slip away
I start to cry and I keep on laughing
I close my eyes at what's left inside
and then I'll ran away...

For all the time this land
for all the time in my hand
circle around in depth
found calmness fall once again...

Razor blades floating in the warm bath
air bubbles in your veins turning my hands black
whispers coming from the next room
window cleaner keep on spying
I put my hands up to my eyes
but the holes in my palms let me find a way
to corner me...

Twelve ton hammer for my breakfast
slipping of the edge in catatonic blood
multiple decibel inions
trying all they can in miles an hour
all face grey and looming downwards
sniffing all the time for a ounce of silence
screaming all the way...

Numbers counting down inside me
solar system thoughts circle round my head
false teeth hanging from the ceiling
feet looking of the goms of the 2nd son
I eat my hands 'cos my legs are crying
you broke my neck 'cause I snapped my spine
I wish you would die away...

For all the time this land
for all the time in my hand
circle around in depth
found calmness fall once again...


A Fine Day to Exit

Long way from home
nowhere to go
what made the river so cold?
sweat of thoughts
trickle down my brow
soaking and stinging my eyes

You gotta face it head on
so you can't turn this thing around
'cos this ain't right

Tell tale sighs and cries
dreams unfulfilled
and time is running, running dry
panic stricken bloodshot hearts
try to restart
but no longer build the well to survive sweet oblivion

You gotta face it head on
so you can't turn this thing around
'cos this ain't right

I got these feelings and I don't know why
I see all my fears in the darkness of light
what made the river so cold?
never anyone to rearrange and fall to
time inside the empty
call to the blameless
I am faithless
placid dying eyes

You gotta face it head on
so you can't turn this thing around
'cos this ain't right
you have to go eye to eye
raise your face to the sky
'cos this ain't right
I got to believe when I say
only this is the way


Temporary Peace

Deep inside the silence
staring out upon the sea
the waves are washing over
half forgotten memory
deep within the moment
laughter floats upon the breeze
rising and falling dying down within me

And I swear I never knew,I never knew
how it could be
and all this time all I had inside
was what I couldn't see
I swear I never knew, I never knew
how it couldn't be
all the waves are washing over
all that hurts inside of me

Beyond this beautiful horizon
lies a dream for you and I
this tranquil scene is still unbroken
by the rumours in the sky
but there's a storm closing in
voices crying on the wind
the serenade is growing
colder breaks my soul
that tries to sing
and there's so many, many thoughts
when I try to go to sleep
but with you I start to feel
a sort of temporary peace
there's a drift in and out...

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Jan 22, 2007 5:43 AM
 
I cry a tear of hope but it is lost in helplessness
The darkness eats away at the very embers of my soul
For the deepest love I had has dissolved before my eyes
My sorrow is bleak, I beg for deliverance

Lord, in your mercy, hear my prayer

All emotion is consumed by an inner silence
All grief is unassuaged by disconsulate tears
I want for nothing, I live for nothing
I am waiting to die but I am afraid of dying

Lord, in your mercy, hear my prayer

Crestfallen emotion
Wallowing in guilt
Drowning for evermore

Falling deeper into fear
My inner self is now
a sleeper of stone

Help me.


At One with the Earth

The intense grasp death's strangle-hold has over me
confines me to my own personal agony
Set me free, let me go
Release the chilling grasp with which it clutches me

The earth issues it's extreme unction
as I realise my punishment for sin
Enguifed by death for all eternity
In my bones I no longer feel the cold
as the mire unbosoms it's secrets to me

Ubiquitous fetidness, death is everywhere
My God, unshackle me

My suffering grows with increase of my guilt
Destroy devotion. Be at one with the earth
I sink down into the clammy soil
At one with the earth.


All Faith Is Lost

As the dawn emerges I cry in grief
Sorrows flow,
the sadness of another day tortures my heart ... :) :D
 
Jan 21, 2007 6:06 AM
 
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